43. A weekend in Wales
- Amy Littlejohn
- Nov 2, 2021
- 1 min read
Dan and I just spent a long weekend in Wales, it's the first holiday we have had together since my cancer diagnosis.
It was a lovely time away, got to watch the sunset, saw some Lighthouse and some cars drift!
It was a lovely time away and we were so lucky with the weather. We had only one day of rain!
It was a 6 hour drive back from Wales and I should be tired yet I'm sat on the sofa at 3am writing this.
I'm not sure why I can't sleep.
I've been reading up on Post Cancer Anxeity. And yes, I would agree there is some anxiety there but the points mentioned in the article isn't really what's bothering me.
It might sound strange but I'm not worried about the cancer coming back, I'm not traumatised about going through all the treatments, I don't have any money issues and I'm already back to work. So what is it??
Our minds work in mysterious ways. I'm sat here balling my eyes out watching The Good Doctor and curled up with a cat in my lap. As far as I'm aware I'm not worried about anything, there isn't anything on my mind, I just can't switch off.
I suppose some stupid things are on my mind, things that really aren't worth worrying about. Like decorating the house, making the new IKEA Furniture, and the other big C word....Christmas!
I'm also getting bored with my hair already! Lol
Anyway, I suppose I better try and get some sleep. Let's hope I can actually get some!
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