46. 2 months post treatment

So I was asked the question today, what was it like having cancer? Was I upset when I had the news?

It's a weird one, how should you feel?

It's 2 months since I finished my treatment and apart from a change in hair style and a few extra scars it's like nothing happened!

I do think I was so lucky on how smoothly my treatment went compared to some stories I've heard.

I feel like I should be iller (if that's a real word!?), I should be different somehow. In one really strange way I wish I was, just so I had a bit more of a story to tell. But I had treatment, the cancer is in remission and I'm done.

Triple negative breast cancer doesn't require any further treatment, as in medication, once treatment is complete. It is one of the hardest ones to treat as it doesn't respond to tablets like hormonal cancer does.

But only another few month and it will be a year since my surgery and I will have to have my first mammogram since treatment. That will be interesting!

Anyway, feeling a bit out of sorts this evening. Not sure if it's PMS or feeling a bit constipated (sorry TMI!).

Least it's Friday tomorrow!

Current mood....

As you can see my hair is getting long! I can spike it up a bit now 😁 I have been very tempted to put a red toner on it to add a bit of colour! I MUST RESIST!

Just want to get into the Christmas spirit a bit more. My heads just not been in it this year. Even struggled with present ideas which is unusual for me!

I have put some lights up outside as all the neighbours had, so thought I better make the effort!

Looking forward to my birthday next year, as long as covid doesn't ruin any plans. Got a spa day with my lovely cousin, hopefully a escape room and then 4x4ing. Just gotta hope my truck holds out too as that playing up a bit!

Oh and I do have a 30th birthday bash to go to, so that will be nice to go out and meet some new people....oh to be 30 again!! 🤣

Well, time for bed now. I need my beauty sleep!